vim binary mode

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convert to hex presentation 

:%!xxd

editing in hex format

convert back to see what is changed

:%!xxd -r

git: create pat how to use it?

PAT is personal access token 

 git remote remove origin

 git remote add origin https://[pat]@github.com/[username]/[project].git 

dig

 Ok hostinger not work for me. 

purchased a domain "dsmarkchen.com" from godday instead

to check dns:

 dig www.dsmarkchen.com +nostats +nocomments +nocmd

 

Eagle

 

	Canto 9	Meaning
19	in dream I seemed to see an eagle poised, with golden pinions, in the sky: its wings were open; it was ready to swoop down.	Eagle: spiritual flight, Saint Lucy (light)
	And I seemed to be there where Ganymede deserted his own family when he was snatched up for the high consistory.
	Within myself I thought: “This eagle may be used to hunting only here; its claws refuse to carry upward any prey
	found elsewhere.” Then it seemed to me that, wheeling slightly and terrible as lightning, it swooped, snatching me up to the fire’s orbit.	Lightning: eagle usually associate with lightning (thunderbolt, means knowledge)
	And there it seemed that he and I were burning; and this imagined conflagration scorched me so—I was compelled to break my sleep.	Burning (in the fire):purify (the sins)

 The first dream in purgatory. Eagle and Serpent are a mystic pair, we have serpent in canto 8 btw. Serpent is bound to earth, while eagle is in flight. A pair of timeless fight. In buddhism, we have dragon and eagle too.

• Hell. Look back, we see eagle with thunderbolt, the sprit breaks the binding of  pride of flash 
• Purgatorio. Predict that the purify of spirit in the fires of purgatory.

Gaze

A New Persective On Dante's Dream of Siren is a wonderful article that I discoverred recently.

It covers the second dream in purgatorio, it provides a key to understanding divine comedy as a whole.

(To me, all three dreams in purgatorio are fascinating.)

 

	Canto 19	Meaning
7	a stammering woman came to me in dream: her eyes askew, and crooked on her feet, her hands were crippled, her complexion sallow.	Not to be loved
10	I looked at her; and just as sun revives cold limbs that night made numb, so did my gaze loosen her tongue and then, in little time,	gaze
13	set her contorted limbs in perfect order; and, with the coloring that love prefers, my eyes transformed the wanness of her features.	Projected love
16	And when her speech had been set free, then she began to sing so, that it would have been most difficult for me to turn aside.	Can't escape
19	“I am,” she sang, “I am the pleasing siren, who in midsea leads mariners astray— there is so much delight in hearing me.
22	I turned aside Ulysses, although he had longed to journey; who grows used to me seldom departs—I satisfy him so.”	Siren change songs to fit the desire of hearers
25	Her lips were not yet done when, there beside me, a woman showed herself, alert and saintly, to cast the siren into much confusion.	Lady (reason, power of free choice)
28	“O Virgil, Virgil, tell me: who is this?” she asked most scornfully; and he came forward, his eyes intent upon that honest one.
31	He seized the other, baring her in front, tearing her clothes, and showing me her belly; the stench that came from there awakened me.	Belly (Dante's desire)

Here interpret "Belly" to "Dante's desire" is  thunderbolt to me. 

Affect: 

	Canto 19	Meaning
58	“The one you saw,” he said, “that ancient witch— for her alone one must atone above; you saw how man can free himself from her.	How man can free her?
61	Let that suffice, and hurry on your way; fasten your eyes upon the lure that’s spun by the eternal King with His great spheres.”	Lure (Beatrice)

 

The author identify false images and true image (Beatrice), and argues that true image "drives the lover to investigate his desires".

The article (or the author) tries to use reason to exaplain true image, which will eventually fail. I still view the Beatrice image as esthetic image.

 

Love your fate!

 The pandemic of covid-19 in Alberta is rocking everyday, today was 1500, yesterday 1300, the day before 1100. Where is the ceiling? But my wife is my light, we have a little conversation this morning. If the life (virus) want to take your life, you can't avoid but have to accept it. Shouldn't depend the master's super power to heal the disease, or reciting the mantra or buddha's name to get rid of it. That's the spirit of "Love your fate!"

Dante has rely on the heavenly Marie and Beatrice, with this super natural power, he can't be defeat in seeking the source. James Joyce follows him, in Ulysses at the beginning that milk women acted like Athena (from my teacher Joseph Campbell). I am such a stupid head, I disdained that milk women as poor with no hope.

Say 'Yes'

I have a little meditation this morning. My mind is contemplating what to focus of the meditation topic, not on "who  recite the buddha's name",  as by my master in cttb originally said you have to find a good question to contemplate a few years ago. As I go though divine comedy of Dante (mostly in inferno), James Joyce, and Joseph Campell. There's some words from Joe, "I have say no all my live...", then I have a little thought of that say 'yes'. After meditation, is breakfast time, toast and coffee. I've chance to open Ulysses, the last page and the last section, to read. That is the start of my day. And a good day. Yes.